The Outbound Train:

Two things I advocate; A.I. will not be recognized as sentient and wifi is not a basic human right. As we close off another year of anarchy I realise I cannot teach common sense to adults, I cannot tolerate the current social mindset because I cannot comprehend or understand the blank space of the millennial brain and yet I see these things as a positive. Social media is the digital cesspool of human hatred feeding our addiction. I recently drowned to the wave of human waste. Then the unexpected occurred, one of those blank space of the millennial brain types facilitated my Facebook rehabilitation, unbeknownst to them their digital dependence took me offline. Away from wifi I sat down to breathe freely in the calm before the interruption of reality.

Fuck it, people equal shit and that's not changing. I could fight the world to my final breath or I could ignore them all and turn inward to find others dwelling in the darkness I am drawn to. I've been an asshole many times in my life. I treated people poorly without apology or remorse. I've made bad decisions many times, losing more than winning. I do not regret this, these were my actions, my decisions and for that I'm accountable.

I cannot go back to change any of it, I accept that. My overall outlook is be less of an asshole. I try to be better, do better. Mostly I fail better. No explanations, no apologies, no excuses, not now, not ever. Death fast approaching I'm done done chasing digital garbage like everyone else. Join me on a dark, weird, exciting and terrifying adventure. Grab your Ouija board, say a quick prayer to whatever you think protects you and get in the car. Driver picks the music and shotgun shuts their cake hole.